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I have always been obsessed with my penis size. It is almost gone when limp and just under 4″ hard so not tiny bit way under average. I have only had one women in my life comment on size, years ago I was with a gal and could not get hard. She said “Poor little thing” But like I said that was years ago.

I found a way to get real time real life SPH. I was looking at Craigslist under erotic services after reading an article in paper about police busting escorts. In several ads there were references to a web site called ASPD that has escorts and reviews and such. I am very paranoid so I took my time, like a year. I saw that many girls offer sensual massage, another word for Hand Jobs. I emailed a few of them, with Gmail account so I was safe.

Enter Becky… I found one and went to see her. I got naked and layed on her bed, she oiled me up and started rubbing me, i was nervous so it took a bit to get me hard.

After i got hard, it felt good of course I said I bet you see a lot bigger dicks? She laughed and said she had… I told her i was 4″ but she did not belive me. I told her about the toilet paper tube test and she ran and got one. She was amazed. She started talking about how it was hard to jack me as she could not stroke it without touching the head. She was doing me with one finger and a thumb.

I have been going to her now about twice a month for 4 moths now. I always get naked as soon as i walk in the door, we spend the hour talking about my dick, she is not mean about it. She just compares it to other ones she see and once held her dildos up to it to compare.

She also holds it while I pee, that is a real rush as I have a very shy bladder.

Originally posted 2009-02-25 14:37:03.

Stacy’s New Boytoy 2

by subboy

Let the games begin

We get to Stacy’s apartment, and she makes us each a drink. We start playing truth or dare. What are we in the seventh grade?
“How many men have you been with?” He asks Stacy.
“Fifteen or twenty.” she says.
“How big is your penis?” Heather asks.
“Not that big.” He says.
“How many inches?” Stacy says.
“I don’t know, almost five.”
“Sounds like you know to me.” Heather says, as she laughs.
“Well it’s not big, that’s for sure.” Stacy says. We laugh. He looks down, embarassed.
He dares me to flash my tits. What a little fuck. “Do it Sarah,” Heather says “We’ll get him back.” I go into the bathroom, take off my bra, come back and give him the quickest flash he’s ever had.
“Truth or dare, Eric?” Stacy asks.
Stacy whispers something to Heather. What is she up to? “Which one of us is the least attractive? And why?” she says.
“I don’t want to answer that.” Eric says.
“It’s your question.” Stacy says.
“Heather. She’s overweight.” he blurts.
“Wow, you didn’t try and get out of that one.” Stacy says.
“I did.”
“Not hard enough.”
“I don’t know what I was supposed to do.”
“It was a test, and you failed. You showed yourself as base and inconsiderate. I guess you have some things to work on.”
“I’m sorry, really I am.” Eric says “I mean who am I to say.”
“Yeah, who are you?” Stacy asks.
“I’m sorry Heather, I’m not exactly good looking.”
“What is that implying?” Stacy attacks.
“Maybe you should just shut the fuck up.” Stacy says as if ice is flowing through her veins. I’ve never seen her like this. “Girls, this boy’s gonna pay.”
Eric can’t sit still, and he can’t look at any of us. I feel uncomfortable too, I mean he could of tried harder to not answer the question, but he really was put in a hard place. “Maybe I should leave.” He says.
Stacy laughs, “Eric don’t be silly. This is all just a big game. I told you at the club I was going to destroy you. I mean you couldn’t have thought that would come without some bumps along the way. Are we hot?”
“You’re so hot. I can’t think of three hotter women.” He says.
“Thanks. See, and you’re with us instead of alone. So don’t leave.” Stacy says “So what do you want to do?”
“I don’t know”
“Cards? Board game? Drinking game?”
“Strip poker?” Heather says.
“Okay.” He says.
“Truth or dare, now strip poker.” I say “We really are in eighth grade.”
“It’ll be fun.” Stacy says. “Okay, here’s what we’ll do, since me and the girls don’t play cards,” that’s a lie “it’ll be the three of us on a team against you.”
“That’s not fair.” Eric says
“Take it, or leave it.”
“Oh, okay, I can’t win if I don’t play.” he says.
“That’s the attitude.”
I don’t know what this idiot is thinking. We play. We each take off our shoes, and Stacy takes off her socks, because we’ve lost four hands. He is down to his boxers.
“I thought you’d be better at cards than this.” Stacy says.
“I guess I’m not lucky tonight.”
“Just wait.” Stacy says. “Maybe you just wanted to take your clothes off in front of three hot girls.”
“What do you think of him girls?”
“He’s okay.” I say. I don’t want to say anything mean, and really he is okay. A little bit overweight, could use more muscle definition, a little pale. Like I said before he’s not Danny.
“What can a fat girl like me say.” Heather says.
“I’m so sorry about that.” he says “Really, please forgive me.”
“We’ll see.” Heather responds.
“Well let me say, I work at the gym, and in my opinion you could use a lot of work.”
“You’re right.” He says.
Why is this guy staying here?
“Alright let’s play another hand. I want to see this boy’s little dick.” Stacy says as she starts to deal.
“Stacy!” I say, I can’t believe her.
“It’s okay, I bet he’s hard. His little dick is hard.” Stacy says. Heather laughs. “Personally I like a dick about 7 to 9 inches. Five isn’t the worst, but it’s a little small. Maybe he knows how to use his mouth. You know how to eat pussy boy?”
“I think so.”
“If you’re very, very, very lucky, someday I might teach you.” My God, she’s something else.
We actually lose the next hand, and Stacy takes off her shirt. She’s still wearing her bra. “You like my tits?”
“They’re perfect.”
“Thanks, I think this is the time you lose and we see your little useless dick.” She says as she deals. He does lose, and he takes off his boxers. It’s not really that bad, but man does he turn red. Heather laughs. I think more because of his discomfort.
“This isn’t so bad for you.” Stacy says. “This is part of you learning your place in the world, little dicked man, but this is just the beginning. You want to play more cards?”
“He’s naked.” I say “He lost.”
“How about this, the next time you lose you have to do something we say.” He trys to cover up his penis. “And don’t cover that, we won the right to see that.”
“What would I have to do?”
“You’d have to dance for us.” He agrees, we play and he loses. Stacy looks at his discards. “What’s this. You had the cards to win, and you threw them out.”
“Oh, I’m not that good.” He says.
“Maybe you wanted to lose. Maybe you want to do what we say. Admit it.”
“You’re right.” What the hell is this guy about.
“Okay, we won’t even play cards then. You’ll be our little dicked bitch for the night. I mean that’s the game I wanted to play all along anyway. It looks like we’ve got our own little boytoy girls. The first thing your going to do is go into the bathroom get a towel. That can be your prop. Then you’re gonna come out here and give us a little sexy dance, and it better be good.”

Originally posted 2008-03-12 15:52:59.

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Originally posted 2011-11-05 14:59:40.

Lori’s Tube

I have been wearing some form of chastity device for the past 22 years. My wife is the boss in our marriage and enjoys all the aspects of enforced chastity (mine, not hers).

My current device is a Lori’s tube with the PA security and support ring. When I began wearing chastity devices, my penis was already on the small side (3.5” soft, 5.25” erect). Over the years, not being able to erect, even in sleep. has had an effect. I guess the old saying “use it or lose it”, is true.

It seems each succeeding chastity device had to be smaller and smaller to fit right. My current Lori’s tube is only 1” in diameter and 1” from the rear of the tube to the PA pin.

It used to be that any attempt to erect was very painful, but now it doesn’t hurt at all anymore as my “erections” are very weak. My wife supervises my once a week release from it for cleaning and shaving in the shower. My once 3.5” is now about 1.5” – 2”, and proportionally skinny.

This has not escaped her notice and she is quite amused by it. My only sex is a once a month (if I’m lucky) “buzz-off” where she uses a hand massager to quickly bring me off. Most of the time, I don’t even get hard anymore and just squirt down into a saucer while she tells me how pathetic my limp tiny dick is. Now, I secretly enjoy her mocking.

Originally posted 2008-02-27 14:40:35.

The Shrimp

As someone with a tiny penis (1.9” soft & 3.25” hard), I was very interested to read people’s comments on small penis humiliation, and thought I would add my 50 cents worth. In spite of having a bit of a hang-up about being underendowed, I can’t deny that I do get secretly turned on when people laugh at my size.

It all started in my school days, when I was dating a girl called Louise, who was a few years younger than me and who was my first proper girlfriend. As a joke, a couple of my so-called friends sent her a love letter, which they pretended was from me. I never saw it myself, so I don’t know exactly what was in it, but I gather it went into explicit detail about my cock size (damn those communal showers).

Louise must have known it wasn’t really from me, but rather than being shocked, it seems she was curious about it. So the next time we were alone together in her bedroom, she began unbuttoning my jeans. I knew nothing about the letter, of course, so I thought she was getting fresh with me, because she wanted to take our relationship to the next level (we had only ever kissed before). This was like a dream come true to me at the time, because I was somewhat wet behind the ears and didn’t realise how truly tiny my cock was.

Louise, it turned out, was not at all wet behind the ears. No sooner had she pulled out my throbbing cock than she burst into laughter and told me that her 7-year old brother was bigger than me. Whereupon, my cock shrivelled up even smaller than normal and I shoved it back in my pants, my face crimson with embarrassment.

She finished with me right then and there. Not only that, but the next day she told all her friends at school, and they told their friends and so on, and so on. The upshot was I spent the rest of my school life being called the Shrimp.

There were various other incidents over the years where my cock ended up being laughed at, which I won’t go into here. The upshot is I ended up being more than a little reluctant to let girls go anywhere near it until I was very comfortable with them. Then, slowly I realised that I had come to like it when people told me I was small… it turned me on.

Originally posted 2008-02-22 13:00:08.

Extra Small Condoms

I am 30, and I have a 7,5 cm (3″) short penis (erected). When soft, it is not bigger then 2″ and always sticks out horizontal, it never dangles like men with real penises. Plus I have small, boyish balls. Usually it shrivels up to 1″ so it looks like a prune. When it is cold, it practically disappears.

In the high school I had the smallest one and I was teased by the other boys in the locker because of my tiny pee-wee. Also the girls giggled when see me in my speedo. However I was not humiliated. At least then.

It happened later. About two years ago, I was just changing my clothes in the local pool locker. The room is very small and its door opens directly to the little hall. In the locker farther there were five boys, around sixteen, finishing after swimming. They were well endowed, at least 8 cm (3,2” ) flaccid. I have just come from the end-of-November cold and was not more than 4 cm (1.5”). My ball was also shrunk very much. It was a heavy contrast: their full hanging manhood and my shriveled weenie. But they did not take care about me. Gosh! – I thought. The shock came after. It happened within seconds. By that time I was totally nude and was just adjusting my swimming glasses. A boy, last one leaving, simply left open the door. Changing right at the door, suddenly I found myself in front of four high school girls, wearing coats and jumpers, gathering around in the lobby. Two of the them were sitting only 4 meters(!) from me. They faced exactly to my small prick. Focusing surprisingly on my small penis, they started to giggle. One of them said loud enough I could hear as well: “Look, how tiny he is! Even my 12-year-old brother has got bigger!” It took 10 seconds or so, but I could not take a move. I was shocked and humiliated. And … my heart and my mind started racing. The fact that girls have realized I have a tiny penis, the way they looked at me, began to arouse. In the following second a men arrived and without recognizing anything closed the door.

I wondered what to do. I knew if I went into the pool I would meet the girls again and I have to face with them. The pool was nearly empty, so I could start to swim without meeting them. After 5 rounds I went to the sauna. The girls were there. Five girls. And nobody else. As I entered, they started to giggle again. By that time my weenie has become even smaller, because of the cold water and seemed as there is nothing in my speedo. Actually there was nothing. The girls were well endowed, tall and athletic. One of the them said aloud whispering “Maybe he can pee-pee with his weenie only sitting or squatting.” They all bursted in laugh and i run out feeling however aroused verz much.

I regularly visit drugstores and pharmacies looking for extra small condom. Or rather, looking for young and cute pharmacists. I lean a bit over the counters and ask in a low voice for extra small size condom. The girls usually get embarrassed, but try to hide it and remain professional. When they offer dozens of different brands, but all general one-size ones, that you can buy anywhere, I take two types to examine them, for sake of the show. Then I say “Unfortunately, these all are too big ones for me. …..er….. I have a little one, only 3.5 inches, or “I have a boysize one”, etc. (Meanwhile I am aroused and have a precum… ) But this is enough for the girls. They turn to chili red and get confused and can only mumble-jumble a “Sorry”. Looking back from the street I often see through the shop window that they turn to their colleagues and say something with a big smile on their face. Wow, that is amazing, I can tell you!

What do you do?

Originally posted 2009-02-12 16:32:48.

At the Bar

Yesterday, i had my first “true” SPH experience (i say true as its the first time someone has really been a part of it and not just me mentally making a lot of nothing for my own fantasy) anyway… here goes….

I left work very early yesterday (i was ill) at about 10am, by midday i was feeling better and bored sitting at home so i went and bought a paper and went to a quiet little pub i know, nice and out the way so noone from work would see me. i sat for an hour or two, reading the paper and sipping a couple of pints when a homeless guy came in for a cup of tea. He sat just across from me even though the pub was entirely empty apart from myself and one barman. So he starts talking to me and we have a little conversation that doesn’t really go anywhere and i have to admit i felt a little uncomfortable sitting across from this old homeless guy (unwashed clothes,scraggly hair, scraggly beard, just as you’d picture) and me still in my nice work suit and very well turned out.

We kind of run out of things to talk about and the barman tells the guy he needs to move on pretty soon, so i get up and go to the gents. I come in the door, its only a small room with urinals lined up very close together and one small stool. I go and stand at the left urinal, unzip and pull my tiny little dick (1 inch when flaccid) so it barely pokes out of my trousers and start to pee, then i hear the door open and in comes the homeless guy and comes to the urinal on the right, i turn slightly, as i always do, towards his direction so he could see my little baby dicklet if he looks over (i always do it but nothing ever happens) but this time, he looks at it and just laughs out loud and says with no embarrassment “fucking hell mate, THAT is fucking TINY!” and laughed again, i just nodded, smiled and said “tell me about it, but what can i do” then i threw caution to the wind and added “come on then, lets see yours then”, he smiled, unzipped and flopped out his cock, not massive, but about 6 inches soft and really thick, way thicker than mine thats for sure.

I just stare at it for a few seconds and he says “let me get a better look at yours then” so i turn so im completely facing him and try to push all my little member out through the open fly, again he laughs saying “christ, my son had a cock that big when he was 4 years old!” he turns back to the urinal and starts peeing so i go to zip up and leave when he says “stay there boy, keep it out so i can see it”, i was stunned, my heart was racing, i couldn’t believe what was happening, here i am, a successful young man with a very good job in a very nice suit standing here infront of some unwashed homeless old bum submitting to having him humiliate my tiny dick.

So, i did as he said, frozen still, watching him pee, still with my dick poking its little head out of my trousers aware that anyone could walk in. Then he starts talking again saying “you know i just cant believe a grown man could have such a tiny dick” i felt my cock twitch, he continued “i mean, how do you even fuck a bird” my dick twitched again, this time he noticed “you like it dont you, you sad little boy” i just nodded and looked down at my now hard dick, straining out but still only 3 inches long “Ha!, look at it, even hard its still tiny” i was so humiliated and so horny “go on, wank it off for me, i wana see if you can cum more than a pathetic dribble” instantly my hand was on my dick, pumping my tiny member as fast as i could with him standing there, laughing all the time. “god, you’re a filthy little bastard, look at my cock, its a soft as bread and still twice as long and three times thicker than yours, you really have a baby sized dick” just as he said that i came, so fucking hard but as always, only a couple of sad drops of cum came trickling out, he watched and said “ha, i knew it, what a loser” then he left and i went and sat in the stool to take in what just happened, at first i was upset with myself and felt utterly ashamed, but with minutes i was wanking again running it through in my mind.

Originally posted 2008-03-02 07:12:05.

Shamed at the Pool

By Tom Thumb

Like most young people, we used to love to play grab-ass in the community pool. One particular time I remember well was when I swam under water and surprised Lorna by pinching her tight little ass and then swimming away quickly. She didn’t seem to be too upset, although I found out that she was just planning her revenge on me later.

A few minutes passed and Carolyn and Sueann swam up to me and asked if I could lift and throw them both out of the water at the same time. They said they wanted to try some synchronized move, and they needed a strong boy like me to be able to throw them high enough. My ego didn’t allow to realize they were up to something, plus I was excited about the chance to grab a hold of both of their sexy behinds.

I went under the water and got ahold of both of them and tried to lift them out of the water but couldn’t quite do it. They both wrapped their arms around my shoulders and each grabbed one of my arms with their other hand.

Just then, Lorna snuck up behind me and pulled off my swimming trunks. Within a couple of seconds, she reached between my legs form behind and grabbed a hold of my balls. The water was pretty cold, so they were shriveled up tight. Oddly, she didn’t squeeze them too hard, so it actually felt kind of good.

When I tried to free my arms, she tightened her grip a bit and told me not to resist. I gasped as I felt her hand clamping down on my tiny little nutsack. “I wouldn’t want to have to crush these little acorns you got down here. Be a good little boy and move over to the corner so we can see what else you got going on down there.”

I didn’t have much choice, so I obliged and went with the three of them to the corner of the pool away from everyone else. Carloyn and Sueann stood in the corner in front of my, while Lorna stayed behind me and kept a firm grip on my scrotum. The water was only about 2.5 to 3 feet depp, so my penis was in clear view of all of them. “Eww, look! It’s sticking straight out! You’ve got a boner don’t you?” I assured them it was just because it was under water, but they didn’t believe me. Sueann grabbed a hold of my tiny penis and laughed, “It IS hard, and it is SOOOO teeny!”

I turned three shades of red and pleaded that it was because of the cold water. “Well, let’s see about that.” She began to stroke my pee pee with her thumb and index finger and it became completely hard. “look, it’s only as long as my pinky,” as she held her little finger next to my penis. “Plus, it’s not even as thick as my thumb!”

Carloyn said, “Let me get a feel.” I could feel my balls begin to tingle and ache as Lorna kept her firm grip on them. Plus, with Sueann stroking me and now Carolyn grabbing a hold of my pee pee, I could feel my jizz about to burst. “Wait! Hold on a second,” I pleaded, but it was too late. Just as Carolyn grabbed my tiny shaft, my semen shot out into the water.

“OMG! You came?!? I just barely touched it! How pathetic is that? First off, you have the smallest penis and balls we have ever seen, and then you shoot your load after about 10 seconds of me touching you. I think it’s time for you to leave the pool.”

I tried to resist, but the girls staring yelling for me to leave them alone and to stop bothering them. The female life guard whistled at me and told me to get out of the pool immediately. Lorna gave one more squeeze to my balls and the three of them pushed me out of the pool.

I ran for the locker room, trying to cover my tiny package with my hands, but I slipped just as I got to the steps and hit my head on the tile floor. The lifeguard came over and gave me first aid. “Looks like your head is going to be ok, but I think your dick must have come off in the pool” she said mockingly. “Get in the locker room and cover up that sorry excuse for a penis!”

Needless to say, I never went swimming again.

Originally posted 2009-07-10 15:03:45.

Wife Tired of Husband’s Inadequate Penis

A Small Penis Humiliation Story

Last night my wife and I were having dinner and I could tell she had something on her mind that she was holding back. I prodded a little and she finally came out with it. While she loves and adores me, she wants to open our sex life up. She went on to delicately explain that between having 3 children and me having a below average endowment, she just isn’t satisfied with penetrative sex with me anymore. The only time she ever orgasms is either with my tongue or an extra large dildo. She actually looked ashamed but she said she NEEDED to be honest. I probably should have seen this coming. I rarely finish through intercourse either. Literally, I can put my whole left hand and all of the right stopping at the thumb in her and my penis is the length and circumference of a roll of pennies. Even when we first started seeing each other, she told me that there were other guys before me that were bigger; but last night she admitted that the smallest was 6.5” and the largest was 9.5”. I asked her how long she has been thinking of this and she said that she hasn’t felt me since our 2nd child (12 years ago) but started to crave more a month ago when she inadvertently walked in on her stepfather coming out of the shower. She went on to explain that she only got a brief glimpse but it was completely limp and swinging around while he dried his hair and was hanging past his balls and about as thick as a cucumber. She has been thinking of nothing but a huge penis fitting snug in her ever since. Throughout the conversation, I actually found myself completely aroused in the pants although I wasn’t really all there in the head. I asked her if she had anyone particular in mind and she answered that she hadn’t considered anyone yet because she wanted to talk to me about it first. She rationalized that it wouldn’t be cheating if I consented and she would never do that. After I said I would consider it she drug me upstairs and had me use a 10” toy on her, during which she commented that if she went through with this, it would have to be with someone at least as thick as a coke can. She’s been using the 10”er for so long it goes all the way in on the first penetration. Then she asked me to put my penis in with the toy, which I did and I could see what she meant. I could definitely feel her (for the first time in years) but it wasn’t like a vise grip. She really has been a wonderful wife and mother,so I think I will let her have what she wants. But with stipulations. 1) It can’t be anyone we know. 2) Condoms and birth control pills is a must. 3) She can’t have the same guy more than twice (don’t want a relationship budding). and 4) Only when I know in advance. I just hope I’m not opening Pandora’s box.

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The microscopic penis will be almost impossible to masturbate. But it’ll be fun to know that the pathetic man is trying. Any orgasm that he does achieve will be feeble compared the wild sex she’s having with her boyfriend.


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