Female Led Relationships

The slave shall notify the Goddess immediately or as soon as possible in the case he has an erection. Such notice shall include, without prompting, the full reasons for the slave’s erection.)

I explained that I had been too sick and busy to even get a hard on. Goddess said She was not sure She believed me, but would give me the benefit of the doubt, so I have escaped that one.

In one of his writings Estragon talks about how much deeper into submission a man can be drawn by his Goddess when She dominates him in front of other women. (I can’t remember the exact story, but they are all a spanking good read, and recommend them all to anyone who has not read them).

I am fascinated by the concept of making my submission to Goddess clear to any and all females we encounter. The idea of presenting myself in public as a slave to my Goddess is one that makes my cock rock hard. But this is countered by a natural (?) reluctance to stick myself out as openly submissive in public. So when push comes to shove, and we are in the company of one or more other females, whilst I do not dominate, I have never actually applied the rule above to the full. To be fair, I have had little opportunity to do so.

On these occasions Goddess is always very clear to insist I serve Her. I must put Her food on Her plate and take it to Her, prepare and bring Her a hot water bottle, clear away the dirty plates, make tea after we have eaten, bring Her Her nail things if She requires them – whatever Goddess requires I provide. Goddess does not Herself lift a finger or get off Her chair the whole evening. My mother has now come to accept this as the norm in our house, and I detect that Goddess gets great pleasure from presenting Her dominance and my submission to her in this way.

But to date I have failed to clearly communicate our Femdom Supremacy relationship to other females, and I fear the consequences once Goddess has punished me for failing to communicate this to Amanda last Saturday. I am excited and hugely turned on by the thought of having to make this clearer to all other females in the future, but am at the same time reluctant to do so properly. This illustrates quite clearly to me the need for Goddess to provide regular and extremely painful and thus effective discipline and punishment – to ensure that I do not allow my shyness and fear of humiliation to affect the way in which I interpret the rules and serve Her.