Female Led Relationships

i reddened slightly, blushing all over, for this was a new
experience for me. i had served at meals and parties before for
Domina Andrea after having completed the required SFS training
for such activities, but had never had to exhibit myself in this
way. i wanted to steal a glance at Domina Andrea, hoping for
encouragement or some sign of help, but knew better than to
depart from my “eyes down” position. So i began manipulating my
oversized clitty, trying my best to employ the techniques and
training that Domina Andrea had imparted so as to not let Her
(and myself) down. To my own surprise, i found that the training
must have taken even better than i had realized, for i was able
to continue to suppress even the slightest rise of my member.
Continuing to manipulate it, i just hoped that my relief did not
show and thus give away the fact that i had been at least a
little unsure of my control. That appearance would have
reflected badly on the results of Domina Andrea’s training
because failure is not permitted. After several more minutes i
finally received the signal to cease and assume the “wait”
position. i didn’t have to be told twice and immediately ceased
my actions, put my hands behind my back and relaxed, quite sure
now that the exhibition was over, and feeling quite proud that i
had been able to showcase Domina Andrea’s expertise as an
Instructress.

Then to my chagrin and frustration, the Domina Who had first
asked to test my control said, “Now I would like to really but
stacy to the test. I see that his control is excellent when he
is the one stimulating his achilles penis, but so You honestly
think that he could control his miserable male thing if one of Us
provides the stimulation?”

Outwardly i tried to show no reaction, but inside i cringed.
Could i possibly control myself if a Domina, a Goddess, set out
to induce me to fail; and i was sure that if She was allowed to
put me to Her test, it would be a real trial for me and my
training. Although i was still “eyes down,” Domina Andrea turned
slightly to give Her answer and i saw a small smile play upon Her
face as She replied, “Go ahead and do Your best. We’ll all see
how well-trained he is. This is a stiffer test than i had
planned to give stacy at this time, but it will be interesting to
see how she does. So You have my authorization to proceed. Do
what You will and We’ll see what happens. stacy, rise and stand
before the Domina so that your naughty thing is convenient for
Her to work on.”

So with mixed emotions and trying not to show my uncertainty and
fear, i rose and stood facing Her, again putting my arms behind
my back.

Just to make things as difficult as possible for me, i thought,
She reached out slowly and sensuously and began to lightly stroke
my member. As i had been taught, i thought of swimming in cold
mountain streams and of the faults i had yet to admit at my next
confession and of my fear that if i failed to control member, i
might once again find myself wearing the TEETH once more -
anything but what was happening between my legs. For a short
while i thought my training was working really well, but then,
unmistakably, i felt a stiffening down there - the beginning of
an erection! i was in trouble now! i knew that i was in for it.
i could feel myself beginning to tremble - not the prelude to an
un-authorized orgasm, but from fear of the consequences should
one occur. Then i began to mentally review the ten rules of
servitude to try to keep myself in some semblance of control -

“1- thy shall put thy own pleasures last
2- thy shall not dictate to The Domina
3- thy shalt not demand attention
4- thy shall work for The Domina in any way She desires
5- never estimate thy degree of servitude - it is total
6- thy shall forget thyself & allow power of The Domina to
take thee to new heights
7- thy shalt not assume or take anything for granted,
just obey…”

And i found that my efforts were paying off. Although my
erection did not diminish, Her efforts were not causing any
feeling of imminent orgasm either. Not even when She also began
to gently squeeze and fondle my testicles. This “standoff”
continued for several minutes; my erection not subsiding, but no
orgasm taking place either. After some time, i could feel my
clitty beginning to become somewhat numb and insensitive and
realized that i had made it! i had held out, even after so long
without an orgasm! i was so happy to be able to obey Domina
Andrea so well, to truly forget myself and allow Her power to
direct and guide me. And, in spite of Her efforts, my clitty
began to sag and shrivel; at which point She conceded that i had
indeed been very well trained and was a credit to Domina Andrea.

At that Domina Andrea awarded me a rare, “Well done, stacy.
Dismissed!” And i retired to the kitchen to begin my after
dinner cleaning chores. At the same time, i was thinking to
myself that perhaps Domina Andrea might now give me another award
that evening. Maybe she would grant me a slave orgasm at long
last! The very thought made my clitty begin to ooze slightly, so
i quickly turned my thoughts to other things, meditating on my
latest lesson: one on Goddess Spirituality.

- Continued -