I was going to walk downstairs and into the kitchen totally naked. I was not going to bring a bathrobe, tee shirt or anything to cover up with if I chickened out at the last seconds. I wanted to do this, but it is embarrassing. I was going to presenting myself to her naked, hard, shaved and dripping. I had a hair scrunchy around the top of my balls pulling them into a tight package below my bobbing cock. I was then going to ask her to not make me cum. I was going to ask her to tease me right to the edge of orgasm a couple of times, tease me for the rest of the day and make me wait. I offered my balls for squeezing. I was going to tell her the next time I came, hopefully that night, I wanted to cum in her. Then I wanted her to tell me to go down on her and lick up all my sperm. I wanted her to be insistence and I wanted to be forced to lick my cum from her pussy. That would be embarrassing too.
As I headed down the stairs I squeezed my now purple cock one more time milking a large drop of lubricant to the tip. There was now a string of pre-cum hanging 3 inches from the end of my cock.

I turned the corner and heading toward the kitchen. I could feel my skin flush as I turned red, my heart was pounding, I was going to enjoy this. I needed to cum badly, but I hoped she wouldn’t let me.

She agreed no cumming until she told me it was OK, and then, yes, I’d be licking her clean of my sperm. She smiled as she looked at my extremely aroused state. She squeezed my exposed balls fairly hard as she held me close. The rest of the day was spent with aching balls, a partially to raging hard cock and six sessions of being brought right to the edge. Each time I was totally naked, each time she was completely dressed.

Each time I had to stop her before I came. She found that very entertaining that I would actually tell her to stop when I was so close to an orgasm. On a few occasions my hips humped the air as my cock bounced and strained lewdly.

Even when not hard, my cock looked as though it needed to cum. Slightly puffed up, a purple hue and very sensitive. It was my balls that actually gave me the most problem, aching and sore. I was totally aware of my cock and balls all day, hardly a minute went by without a twitch, ache or the feeling of wetness as another drop of lubricant dripped from the end.

When I finally did get to cum I knew it was going to be a huge load, saved up for a week and then from being teased all day.

Later that day, she asked me how I wanted to do it. I told her I wanted to make love to her and cum in her. Then I wanted her to straddling my face. Pause for a moment two inches from my mouth and let some drip into my mouth and onto my face. I wanted the reality of what I was about to do sink in. Then she should face fuck me, telling me to eat it all, to lick it all to taste my cum and her pussy. I wanted her to control the action and I wanted her to be the aggressor. I wanted her to cum on my mouth and I wanted the taste of my sperm and her pussy in my mouth as she did.

Yes, that was an embarrassing conversation, yes I was naked and yes my bobbing cock was more accurate than a lie detector test on showing how I felt about the whole thing.

She just smiled and said OK. She kissed me and put her tongue in my mouth. God, I almost came without her touching me!

After dinner we decided to go out to have a few drinks with friends. Actually, my wife was going to have a few drinks, I was going to stay totally sober to act as our designated driver. She also wanted me to be totally aware of the evening on every level. We had a lot of fun and flirted with each other and laughed and chatted with our friends. On the drive home she lightly rubbed my cock through my pant as we talked. She was just high enough to be in a slutty mood, I was so horny and in need of an orgasm, I didn’t need any alcohol to be in a slutty mood.

When we got inside she leaned against me and kissed my neck and told me she was going to watch a little television. Could I fix her a vodka and bring it to her…naked.

I enter the room and she is relaxing on the couch watching late night television. I hand her the drink, she strokes my cock. She says, “I’d like to cum”

Without a word, I slowly undress her, kissing her body. Finally she is naked, legs spread. Now it’s time for my favorite thing in the world, licking her pussy. Slowly, her taste is fantastic, I want her cum to be intense, not too quick. It’s not my choice, she cums more quickly than I anticipated. It is an intense orgasm, and no matter how much she enjoyed it, I enjoyed it more. After a moment she says, “Let’s go upstairs”. I pick up our scattered clothing and follow up to our bedroom.

When I reach the bedroom she is lying on the bed with her knees wide apart. “Do you still want to do this?”
“Yes”, is all I can mutter.
“You have to stand there naked in front of me and tell me exactly what you want”
She now knew how much I enjoyed the embarrassment, it was part of the turn on.
“I want to make love to you and then I want you to make me lick my cum from your pussy”
“If you want to lick your cum from my pussy, why don’t you just do it?”
“Because I always chicken out, I lose my desire to after I cum.”
“Your desire will have nothing to do with it tonight. But why do you want me to make you do it? Why do you want to eat your own cum?”
“It’s the ultimate in submitting to you. I like it when you’re in control, I like being shaved and naked and hard for you, I like when you squeeze my balls. Licking my cum from you is the ultimate in proving my submissiveness to you.”
You roll over and get up on your knees, your ass in the air. “I think sticking your tongue up my ass is the ultimate in submission, get over here and lick me”
I get on the bed and spread her ass cheeks and give her asshole a tentative lick.
“Get your tongue up there”
I do as I’m told and really start getting into being your personal ass licker. This goes on for 10 minutes with my tongue in her ass and my fingers in her pussy and my cock bobbing and leaking.
You pull away and get up on your knees. “I think another sign of your submission is my squeezing your balls. How about I do a little ball squeezing, would you like that?”
“How about a little cock and ball slapping too?” I say.
You smile, look at me and say, “Sure, cock and ball slapping, I can add that to my repertoire”
I get on my knees, spread my legs and push my hips forward. “I’d stick with slapping my balls more than my cock or you’re going to make me cum”
“We wouldn’t want you spraying your cum all over the place would we, you wouldn’t be able to lick it up then. Why don’t you close your eyes so you don’t know what I’m going to do. It will make it more interesting”
I close my eyes and wait. She lightly kisses my neck, pinches a nipple and squeezed my balls before she begins.
The first swat is on the head of my cock, fairly hard. I let out a moan as my cock swings from side to side and I reflexively pull my hips back. I immediately push them forward again wanting another swat. This time it’s from the other side, with the same reaction from me. It only hurts a little but not knowing when and where I’ll be hit and being so exposed and venerable makes my cock even harder.
She says, “that looks great”
My cock beating continues for a few minutes with neck kisses and nipple pinching mixed in.
The next swats are from under my balls, hitting both of them at the same time. Not too hard but hard enough to get the desired effect from me.
“Would you like me to hold my cock up so you can get a better swat at my balls?”
You laugh, “you are such a slut, yes, hold your cock against your stomach”
I press my cock against my stomach and she quickly swats once from the right, I push my hips forward, and once from the left. I am breathing very heavy now.
My ball swatting continues for five or six more swats, left, right middle.
“Get on your hands and knees and keep your eyes closed”
I can feel her moving behind me. I spread my legs so she has access to my hanging balls.
“Put your head on the bed and get ready, these are going to be a little harder. Tell me if it’s too much I really don’t want to hurt you…too bad.”
She spreads my ass cheeks and says, “Some day I’m going to fuck that ass, would you like that?”
Before I can answer she swats my balls pretty hard.
“Uph” I push my hips back and my ass up ready for another hit.
“You didn’t answer me”
Another hard swat to my swinging balls.
“YES, yes, I’d like that”
“You’d like what?” Swat!
“I’d like you to fuck my ass”
Swat
“I knew you would. You really are such a slut.
Another 8 to 10 swats from behind, including some well placed swats at my hard and hanging cock making it slap against my stomach. She ends with some firm pumps of my prick and a firm ball squeezing.
“Why don’t you rest for a minute, I’ll get us some water.”
I fall onto my stomach.
“Back up on your knees and keep your legs spread. I want you just like this when I return”

I was breathing heavy, cock bouncing and dripping as I looked between my legs and rest.

She returned with water and a rubber glove. Into the bathroom and back.
“Spread your ass for me”
I reached back and spread my ass cheeks, highly embarrassed by exposing my asshole to her on my knees, head on the bed.
I heard her putting on the glove, then felt cool lubricant being rubbed into my asshole.
“For the next few minutes, we’re going to concentrate on your asshole. I’m going to take your virgin asshole, you’re going to ask me to, aren’t you? Look right at me as ask me to do it” She moves to the side of the bed and puts her face close to the mattress so I can see her better.
I turn my head to face her and say, “please, finger fuck my asshole”
She smiles.
“I think I can work up to a couple of fingers, what do you think”
With that she returns to between my legs and slips a finger all the way in, I groaned.
Within a few minutes I had been penetrated deeper and spread wider than ever before. I pushed back hard, trying to get her deeper and wider yet. I looked back at her, naked with her fingers inside of me and said, “honey, I love you”.

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