She looked down on me. Then she spoke:
“Listen to me property as I outline your new life.”
She paused and I grew tense within myself.
“I will take all pleasure and comfort from your life.
“You will not masturbate, nor stroke yourself. Your only sexual pleasure will be mine. The only orgasms in your life will be mine.
“I take away your comfort. You will live on the floor and sleep where I allow you. Your nights will be spent in the bathroom or the hall. No pillow, no blanket. If you lie there awake you will remind yourself that your inability to rest is at my will.
“That you once enjoyed eating will become a dim memory. What food I allow you – and often it will be little as I enjoy your hunger – will be functional at best. Like the beast you are, you will eat from a bowl. And your thirst will grow so strong that in being allowed to drink only my piss your gratitude will be all you feel as you lick it up.
“Loneliness will make you ever more thankful that I pay any attention to you at all. Often you will be locked away and forgotten hoping for any attention from your owner.
“Discomfort and neglect will leave you hungry for the worst because that is better than nothing.
“All that will be left to you is acceptance of me as your superior. Your clinging to inferiority hoping that by embracing a role of worthlessness that your service will be more endurable.
“But my demands will never abate. “
End of Part 5